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More calmness

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 30, 2008, 2:21 AM
I write this for the ones who want to know why I am not so often around. For some reason I don't like forums or communities anymore. They are mostly boring and not interesting to me. I feel the need to reflect about things alone, and I don't need communities for this. Communication? There will always be. Between me and others. And beyond words.

I will keep on uploading some pictures now and then. I have to admit I like some of the comments I receive because they are special. And I keep on watching some kind of work because I think it is special, too.

Some news: I finished my studies, I am looking for work. Need to tell you this? I don't know, but I wanted to. =)

  • Mood: Thanks
  • Listening to: the sound air makes.
  • Reading: Two pages before I sleep.
  • Watching: Something I dont want to confess.
  • Playing: My holy priest again.
  • Eating: something salty.
  • Drinking: Tea

Calmness

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 1, 2008, 1:32 AM
Hello,
again... I just want to thank you all for your support, specially for your comments. I know I was missing and I don't upload as much as I used to. In June I spent a couple of weeks in Seville, Spain, doing my examinations. I am about to finish my studies in German Philology.

Apart of this, I am having a still, happy and a bit isolated existence, but in company of my dearest boyfriend, of course. I have to say I don't take photographs so often... Well, maybe it's time to go for some action. Needless to say, if you're in Berlin we could meet to go take some photographs!

Hope you are doing well.


*Part of the reasons why I am not spending much time on dA is WoW. I have reached level 70, finally!


Some relaxing features:





  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: In Flames
  • Reading: University stuff
  • Playing: a holy priest
  • Drinking: coffee

Time to say something.

Fri Apr 25, 2008, 8:12 AM
It makes me sad that people have such fixed ideas of what is a "good photo". They aren't able to look with other eyes, or to understand things like one is above some technical aspects.

At the end I came to the conclussion I am the greatest fan of my own work. I really like it. What doesn't mean that the others have to.

What I want you to say to me: your feelings and thoughts about the photo. What I don't want: critic about technical aspects. I know them already. Really.

I find myself doing different things, experimenting. I am tired of some aspects of my "style". But I am dynamic, I like to change. I try to improve the aesthetical sense from my own point of view (kind of autist, I know).
But I am here to find inspiration, too. There are people here whose works really move me.

Anyway, though I question the meaning of being here showing my work, I always decide to remain for some reason. Nevermind.


Just one more thing that get on my nerves: stop thinking that I am an outgoing person just because I pose for nude art. I am really emotional and introverted. A really sensitive person who gets hurt very easily.

OKay, I feel better now, maybe. Farewell.

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Maga
  • Reading: University stuff
  • Watching: Being John Malkovich
  • Playing: -
  • Eating: fish
  • Drinking: water with lemon

For the light

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 24, 2008, 10:52 AM
White Dreams











Discussion theme

The subject arrangement in photography doesn't make the picture really photographic. The question is: do you photograph what you see, or what you previously compose? ;)

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:iconcanon400d: :iconminimalism-club: :icon030berlin: :iconwindowsity:


  • Mood: Attraction
  • Listening to: music
  • Reading: a book
  • Watching: mmm... a film?
  • Playing: teh game
  • Eating: what feeds
  • Drinking: sth citric

c/sol vs lol

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 7, 2008, 10:39 AM
An ironic voice calls:

I want to scream

out

loud.


Oh, I can't live without expression (=communication?)-
I need to express myself, but, paradoxically, I can't.

I'll be waiting for help
from friends
if I have some.
I'm analyzing myself, finding my own faults. I'll try to listen to everyone -behind that buzz. but I'm caught by the fuzz! oh my...





Please, take a look at this piece:





Well, I'll try to be more active in both worlds =) Let's see!

  • Mood: Psychotic
  • Listening to: Jonny Greenwood
  • Reading: that piece of paper
  • Watching: you
  • Playing: the game
  • Drinking: pages

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